tired. need to write. butterflies. 21 apostles. spirit.

signed up for rehab today. have to deliver presence. presents.

tired. need to work. play. 13 chorae. the whirlwind.

looking for my wife. can’t look, cause i have to heal first.
i thought she was my best friend, but my best friend is just that.
i bought her white fucking roses.

inward sneeze. you may have emailed me that one time. cause i’m a witch.
and you’re a witch. time to be sober. for a week. but i can smoke. good.

bored. alone. crazy crazy crazy. life is life. death is death. i get both.
not everyone gets both in the same way that i do. but my mother is proud.

lonely. looking for my wife. i have to give up and just get better. i am that i am.
at least we saved the bees.