5:17 AM

‘up all night cause i sleep all day.’

finished another zine, this one a spell.
can give it to Kir
or my partner
to go over in a highlighter
or highlighters of different shades if not colors.

if Kir gets it
it’s a return gift for the planting of the tree.

i hope Kir gets it.

otherwise i will have to wait for the partner a long time.

Kir, where are you?

2. tired.

3. the christians are driving me mad. i find their leaflets and papers around. they are not the only ones doing this; i have been at it and still am – for three years now. and my message is less blood, more fire – for me that is. i only want six bullets, not a cross. i already have the sign of wood, i’m just waiting for the sign of water and then i’ll have iron, bronze, wood, stone, fire, and water. i’ll be ready to go to this po’ailani gig.

4. the sun’s gonna rise in less than two hours.

5. download arcade fire’s newest album.

6. my daimon ate my daimon and so became my daimon. she has a secret name.

7. the day before yesterday the fifth sacred thing was a toddler. younger than a toddler. a baby. for all this pagan music i’ve been listening to i still am caught up in the air, not aligned with my sign, (of earth). the next five days are going to be really busy.

8. silence and reflection.

5:57 AM