Monthly Archives: March 2014

4 transcribed speeches

Anarchy is, and Anarchism especially is, anti-police, anti-politicians, anti-money, anti-capitalism, anti-the state, anti-the rich, anti-class, anti- the bourgeoisie, anti-ablism, and we are anti-sexist, and anti-patriarchal. We are anti-homophobic, and pro-queer. We are mostly anti this whole society, cause it is corrupt and poisonous. Anarchy is Order, without coercion. It can be summed up – one of the many ways that it can be summed up – non-domination, non-coercion. Do not coerce and dominate. And do not steal. It’s very simple; but our whole way of life goes against it. But anarchy is a world-wide possibility to live in a federated world where we can interact with each other, from the grassroots up to the top, completely voluntarily, with mutual-aid. Helping each other. We don’t do this because your system of power, and you will fall. Be careful what side you chose. Be careful not to be on the wrong side. We will win. We teach our children that we will win. We have children because we want their children to inherit the world that we win. So beware. Anarchism is a political philosophy of peace.

 

We are not against hatred. We are not against love. We are not against peace. We are not against war. We are for the class war, because we believe that non-state communism will create the foundation of being able to have a culture, or cultures, on this planet, that will help more than hinder the human race to live healthy ways. It’s only a matter of time. And that’s that. Greed will not last forever and it will not win. The corruption of our cities and our way of life will not last forever and it will not win. And we have to fight right now, tooth and nail, like mad demons, or angels, furious, to save our very planet as a humyn habitat. If we do not do this we are all in…at least our children’s children…are all in for a very very hard life. If you wish for this to happen please go about your daily life and don’t do anything about it. If you want to do something about it…if you want to do something about industrial capitalism, then step up to the plate. We need more of you. I wish I could leave you with good inspiring words, but, the more of you join with us the better chance we have of saving tomorrow, and of making it a tomorrow that is beautiful and beneficent for you and me and our children and our friends and our family, and so on, for generation after generation after generation. If we continue on the course we’re on – we’re gonna lose all that. That’s all I have to say.

 

I am an anarchist. Anarchism is a philosophy that speaks around the absolute of freedom. Whether freedom exists or not it appears to, and Anarchism as a political philosophy elucidates upon the idea of freedom, which is just another word for anarchy. Anarchy and Anarchism are anti-state, anti-capitalism, anti-fascism, anti-copy write, anti-gender privilege, anti-patriarchy, anti-racism. Anti-ablism…we could go on. The Christ, who in much of Western culture is revered, if not thought to be God, has returned upon this Earth to fulfill their promise that they made to us as believers. And they have returned in many, countless physical bodies, both humyn and non-humyn, both animal and non-animal, both living and non-living, both etheric – and hewn of the ether into physical form. The anarchists are the very many Christs that is the second coming. We desire to bring fire down upon the world. We will not sit by idly while the flood returns and gives us an endless cycle of eternal return in which domination is enthroned and nothing else, the only exit and salvation being the death of the only worthy king, if there could ever be a one. No. We will bring fire. It must be so. No. We will bring fire. It must be so. No. We will bring fire. It must be so. No! We will bring fire. It must be so. … No. We will bring fire. It must be so. The future holds fire for fire is our comrade, and as an anarchist I must live and die for nothing except to see the world burn, for this fulfills the prophecy of one of the greatest anarchists who has ever walked the face of the Earth.

 

It seems to me that we have a war on our hands. It is a class war; above almost any other aspect of the struggle the struggle is one of class. Sure – the Earth is going to die or have a major die-off. This, according to all science that has any respectable people reading it at all, means that our world is fucked. So the ecological war to save the planet, and your so-called governmental words that describe the terrorism that you supposedly think is happening for the sake of saving our very planet…yes, Green-Anarchism is absolutely and totally legitimate, and necessary. If we don’t have a planet we die. Already millions are dying because of the way that we treat the Earth. But on top of that it’s also a class war because those that are treating the Earth in the way that they do are rich beyond myself or my capabilities to become so. And that goes the same for many many other people. Not everyone can be rich; and it is a lie to keep us climbing up a ladder that should not be there in the first place. Property is Theft. Anarchy is Order. These are tropes, but I as an anarchist can say them. You think, truly, that the civil war, the global civil war, is going to lead to nothing more than a continuation of nation-states, a crackdown and tightening of the surveillance-state, and further generations hemmed in through technology, surveillance, and an ever tightening nation-state system – then you are sorely mistaken. For, it is either that, or it is Revolution. It is one, or it is the other. There is no way around it. If we do not act now, or soon, we will be facing a much darker world. Anarchists act, we do not just talk. And you will see what that means. It is already happening; the fires are raging around the world. Explosions and fires taking down the places of power and control and it’s unstoppable, it’s decentralized, and it will end by killing your entire way of life. Beware. I have love for those who wish to come back to the side of freedom and equality. And I have love for those who never truly left. But there are much better things that we could all be doing, and most of us know it. So let’s get this shit started.

Alithiometer 2, demon circle, and etienne zadok quotes

alitheometer 1.B

demon circle

 

“Think about this: we are not the same as rich people.  Do rich people fantasize about killing rich people?  Think about that really carefully…”

“Love is only not what we are.”

                                       “There is nothing good, just the absence of evil.”

Journaling 6

i’m doing really good.

i was going to go to a dual diagnosis treatment facility; and it’s funny, cause the persyn that calls me their best friend, my best friend i guess, was going to get into rehab too, but they didn’t get in and i jump-kicked through hoop after hoop to get into this dual diagnosis clinic treatment place – one that could help me get off of fake dopamine and also treat me according to my scitzo-affective diagnosis, but after i did everything that was required they told me i had to wait another month to stabilize more before going in.  which is stupid.

so the two people that have been kindof taking watch care over me are one of my comrades and The Mother; and i talked to The Mother and this is what i said: i said that i didn’t want and don’t want to go to a treatment facility where i have to go to group activities all day for three months.  I am an isolationist.  I’m an introvert.  i might learn from it but it would drain me and i don’t want to spend three months around people that i don’t know doing things that i don’t want to do in groups.  on top of that the medicine that The Doctor has me on is bad for me and wrong.  i called them and scheduled an appointment for this thursday at 2:00 so that i can switch medicines.  I want to be on gabapentin, clonazapam, and ritalin; but i talked to a dude, (i’ve been talking to people in public a lot, partly to get away from my roommates, spending more time outside the apt. – but more on that in a bit) and this dude recommended some kindof better version of ritalin that you can buy off of amazon dot com.  so i’m gonna get it next month and start taking it and see if it can give me focus and energy.

so long story short i am not, (probably), going to go to treatment.  I don’t want to be around people 24/7 and i don’t want to waste my time and i don’t want to get off drugs.

but: —– i need structure in my life, and it’s time to DO something about it.  i spent my twenties doing whatever the fuck i wanted and i am happy about that but my body and mind and life are in kindof shabby conditions.  I talked to a case manager for the first time yesterday to ask for advice and they told me something brilliant. “Discipline is doing things that you don’t want to do.”  I had never put that together before.  it’s time for me to start doing things that i don’t want to do at all; cause they’re good for me.  but i won’t want to do them, and i have to start doing things that i don’t want to.  i don’t know why that never made sense to me before but it didn’t, and it does now.

so i’ve decided that i want to go back to college.  I have to do the fafsa and sign up for the pell grant and enroll and all that shit, but i am going to go back to college and get my AA and then move on to a four year school.

2. i am seeing someone and it is making me really happy.

3. i got fucked up yesterday, last night, and i’m still fucked up and i’m really happy about it.

4. by the end of the month i am going to have my own space.  by april i will have my own space, whether that is in this place or somewhere new with my comrades; but if i am still living here it is going to be ALONE.  starting april.  end of discussion.

5. my teeth are in really shitty shape.  got to get a lot of work done on them.  I brush them three times a day now.  i have to cut back on my smoking too.

6. i got a girl’s number a few nights ago.  first time i’ve ever done that.  me and my paramour are poly, we decided today over breakfast, so i might call up this girl and say what’s up, or however it is said.  but: —- i really like the persyn i am seeing now, and don’t want it to change much.

7. i have like four new zines, and new ideas for two more new ones.  i’ll be going to college to learn how to write and to be able to teach eventually.

8. i need money like mad. fuckin broke.

9. other than all that it is looking up; not depressed and feeling chipper and swell, coming out of a fog and happy about it.

10. i’ll take a nap now.

 

p.s. Bakker is done with The Unholy Consult.  Stoked!!!!!  i can’t wait.

after life party

it’s so hard

to say goodbye

to what we had

the good times that we shared

it’s so hard to say goodbye to yesterday

this is the after life party

and if you want to party with me

just slip into some p.j.’s and bring your favorite movie