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journaling 9

i’m on a quest now.

i have to find my wife. it’s a quest.

i don’t know the nature of a quest, except:

1. you have to go to far off places.
2. there are dragons.
3. a fair maiden has to be rescued, even if she’s a feminist and you’re a feminist, she probably still has a problem or something that you can help her out with.
4. you make friends along the way that join your roving band of merry questers.
5. it requires less the knowledge of what you’re doing and more just that you have the heart and the gumption for it.

that’s about it. oh, and magic’s involved.

so i’m going on a quest. to find my wife.

there’s a couple preliminaries:

a. i have to get my teeth fixed.
b. i have to clean my room and get down to fighting weight, i.e. get rid of most of my possessions.
c. i need to get the rest of my tattoos, the ones on my knuckles and the ones on my shoulders.
d. i have to spend my money wisely and save most of it.

meanwhile i’ll be reading a lot of BOOKS.

that’s about it.
i think i’m going on the quest with Morning, my old love, and maybe to find them their husband too.
wish me luck…

thomas

in the credo
it is us against authority
and for love
and peace
my dear.

my dear my dear my dear.

how can i make it through this waste?
i know this love longing sickness is magic
i know it is magic
but it hurts
and it is twisted.

how come you let me go, when i was so ready to fight?

now i cannot even fight for you
and i have to go on and on alone
again.